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Posted on January 30, 2009 / 9:46 PM.
haha one of the new songs my thunderstorm mate created.. anyway.. ok life in camp is much better now... i guess because there is improvement in our performance but still not up to standards... Anyway life still got to go on and everyone still got to do their best in all they do in this course... still burnt out every weekend... damn tired... but we still have fun in the process lah so not that bad... still a 0 fighter.. i dun believe it man.. i am damn pissed.. tml i am going to OTOT! got to get my silver by the end of the course... my running is getting better... 11.30 is my best 2.4 timing.. so i guess can still improved... i got promoted to Group A2 ... hahaa so well more shiong.. ahaha and i can swim damn zai now.. haha so melvin and keith if u want to go swimming remb to jio me! HAHAHA but in life in there is tiring and very tough on the mind.. u always got to be on high alert... so u wont kena.... man it is been super tiring... slping is the most important thing around... hahaha well my updates are all on training... anyway i realized that i got a camera but i never ever take pics during CNY over at my relative house.. anyway i only visited one house this year... anyway interesting to see my best cous around... good to talk nonsense. other day i was kiwing my stupid boots and cleaning my PT shoes.. LOL! and slping.. then i booked into camp... thats it. no life for now till ORD i guess haha... but i realised i dun want to be a spec anymore... haha dun feel up to it anymore... although the money is tempting.. and is the only factor making me want to chiong. passing IPPT seems to be the most important thing now so just try my best.. if i get it i get it... if not nvm. haha but the worst is i feel that i have lost contact with the world when i go in... no news papers... and this week my hp was on low bat... lucky it was only 3 days.. then i dun want to bring my charger into camp although i can because there is no one i will call except my mum. and reply everyone with the same reply " sry i will be in camp.. sry i am in camp now" HAHA... well thats about it.. i know it is very hard to read as infomation is everywhere and i am too lazy and tired to do a draft or what shit... so just my thoughts as it comes in... WE ARE FROM CDS 19th SSC!!!
Posted on January 17, 2009 / 9:49 AM.
mentally very tired... physically still can make it but tired with aches all over my upper body. i lost 1 kg in one week.. wth sia.. haha got to do some weight training to improve my pull ups. aiming for silver... got 225 for SBJ ! woot! so just 2.4 shutter and pull ups left for my silver... my running is improving... shutter run could have done better. and having ippt and swim is the most fun part of the course.. haha! tiring man...
Posted on January 8, 2009 / 9:18 PM.
so Pray hard that i can follow through with it. so excited.. but man what i am excited for is saving for for a camera DSLR i set my sights on a Canon 40 or 50D either one of them. so got to like dun go for canteen break for 4 months in navy to get it.. LOL! HAHA Yup pray that i can do it. got to go pack my messy room and hurry to book in early in the morning this morning at Changi where my Real training starts... Goodbye 2PDF the best holiday inn in the SAF LOL! haha
Posted on January 6, 2009 / 9:02 PM.
next week will be my Sea soldier course at Changi.. and MAN after hearing all the good and bads about it ... i got only one thing to say! Gold for IPPT HERE I COME! Yes i want to take the chance in this course to get Gold for my Ippt... get fit and get moving... sometimes i count myself lucky to go into this course but sometime like everyone knowing the amount of pain that is coming it is not easy to be so glad about it.. because u cant get Gold just by wanting it but u got to Train for it.. and training = to PAIN! haha anyway so excited and nervous .. sad thing is it is like BMT X 3 all over again. haha more strict. haha. after the course i think my only problem is keeping my fitness up to standard after the course. so HAHA got to keep pushing the training. anyway been designing alot recently.. so look forward to my own line to tee shirt somewhere this year... i hope.. haha
Posted on January 1, 2009 / 10:53 PM.
guess my outreach platform is really NSF... cell retreat was actually good, although i could only attend abit of it. If anyone wants to know i need alot of prayer... somehow i am just worried i cant adapt. i have been trying very hard to dig info about training.. but like BMT on one hand u know alot about it while on the other hand you duno how the experience will be like. However it cant be that bad i guess.... Hey no one died from training man.. i just get fed up easily. Well after my training is complete... i am going to redo my room .. i had plans to do it before army however it was paused by army. because if i went to a vocation that is always stay in and i will be too tired to enjoy my room why not just leave it as it is. Remaking my room will also save up some space and give me a tiny studio space i waned however looking at studios around i realized that i need more than just enough i guess i got to make do and i can only have product shooting space no space to shoot people. i am also eyeing on Canon 40D man.. 2k cam well just eyeing wish i could get it. Well looks like a bleak new year. but hope to do something productive by the end. One thing i would love is to thank God for ideas and some progress in my tee shirt design work. so i will try my best and go further... pray for more ideas and better vision and wisdom on how to handle this. Anyway i really pray for some christians when i start my vocation. someone strong and can QT tgt with.. yeah!
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