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Posted on March 27, 2008 / 7:46 PM.
Posting this also attracted erm people who reads my blog but dun tag to tag on my board too.. haha and i think it is quite encouraging to see tags on the tag board... i think those tags that replies to the post are the one that motivates me to blog more because no one really says anything for my posts haha... ( yup.. sad but true... so please tag) well back to normal nonsense (AH! thats why no one tags) Friendster is really sucky sia... haha everytime i click on something, my browser just keep telling me "cannot find page" or smth... weird ... but yah the only thing that loads on my friendster is erm.. my home page... even my profile cant be excessed. Maybe i kena some of those friendster html virus... haha i got a few before... anyone got any idea how to fix it? yup... well little cool stuff to show anyone interested in design here.. is a port folio web page i stumble across while surfing the net... link design websites to websites and this is what i found... a very cool guy i got this bookmark on my browser called Dope stuff... so as i find interesting stuff i would like to share it here too.. check him out! Name: Pete Harrison Located" London Uk check out his work they are DOPE! www.aeiko.net/  Note* this image is copyrights of Pete Harrison
Posted on March 26, 2008 / 3:49 AM.
Anyway before i sleep alot of thoughts usually past through my mine and the thought of the Night.. hurhur.. is this up coming Trend in Youth "Being Emo"  haha i really think that it is the truth if 100 people tell the same lie, it will become the truth... haha Emo.. this word just means "emotional" to me. It does not mean SAD or Depress. To me it just means it is full of emotion.. like someone who expresses their emotions freely... cries when they are really down, Laugh when they are happy and get angry when they are Really pissed.(note* Really down or angry, not over petty anger) well in physiology terms i think they do use "emotional" towards a more negative term as Crying is usually paired up with emotion and thus emotional people cry alot. and Crying is also associated with pain and depression and such negative feelings. So from there on, this word Emo has taken a shape shift and Bam!!! it is todays new Youth lingo "Emo" ( yes youths like to short form everything LOL) haha so i was thinking why be emo.. is the world that bad... many people around (no i am not talking about you reading or anyone in particular just in General) are alllll Getting "emo" and they show signs of depression like, stoning or ignoring others. but they are just KInda sad not like something major. Maybe like parents pass away or they failed like in their Goal and there is no turning back or they Lost something REALLY precious to them... i feel that this term is so lightly used that when some one say they feel emo (commonly know as sad) has taken this as an excuse to ask for attention and well i think it is totally fine too.. Hey! who doesn't want some care and concern from the people around them. However this sometime... goes overboard and suddenly everyone is emo because everyone wants some love.. but with everyone wanting love, who is going to love them.. lol! next i was thinking if you are alway "emo" i guess you are quite insecure of your future.. or there must be a certain problem you are facing. Then i would be thinking.. if you got so much time to sit there and wait for some care and concern to come why not approach someone? like talk to a friend about it or well i believe there are no problem too hard to solve, unless it is reviving the Dead or smth lah.. those things it is up to you to learn to let go and move on. But maybe your gf/bf broke up with you or you lost something, or you just suddenly feel that the world is laughing at you or everyone is snubbing you for some reason. whatever the reason be why not take the first step and go solve it.. it am not being all high and mighty saying like " easy LAH go solve it lah..." sometimes it is not easy and you might face more pain as you face your problems. ( no pain no gain !) Anyway being emo right my experience i was at one stage emo... never really showed it because i dun really like the whole world to know i am damn sad or what.. but anyway at one stage of my life i got kinda "emo" bah.. many things happening non stop i tell you... one after another... and another and another but i guess i was lucky.. i got God(that almighty hand is always there to pick u up), good friends, cell leaders brothers and i decided to talk to them about it ... be more open about it because who else can i talk to if i cant share with my close brothers. but this part of talking about the problem and talking about it with composure is the part many either dun do or they get all worked up about it ( commonly found during bgr arguments.. they want to settle it peacefully but end up arguing) yah... SO.... have you been saying that you are Emo and been ignoring those around you ? So this concludes my view (with no professional Backing or qoutes from physiologic read up but base on my views.) hur hur haha such a long thought... anyway this is roughly what i think about being emo. -emo people needs to share their problem. -emo people are usually insecure. (note the usually so i dun mean ALL lah) -being emo about a situation in life is the Wrong way to react. -Being emo is a waste of time... snap out of it and face your stupid problem and get over it. but i totally hate it when people keep saying stuff like "ah i am sooo emo now.. or i am feeling emo dun talk to me." (feeling emo you should talk about it, not just snub people who cares) oh yah and the more funny ways to use emo is " lets all emo together" LMAO! OK well the Main point of this post is to create a discussion, i would like to read different people point of views about this "emo" thing because it is quite interesting as it is not a defined term yet. So if you got thoughts, experience, views, agree or disagree or hatemail for me for what i said (although it is very surface) PLEASE SEND IT TO benkuza@gmail.com thank you! tag on tag board also can. anything is fine.. think i am talking nonsenses pr what also can .. haha Disclaimer note* this is a general topic of discussion, it is not targeted to anyone, (but if you react to it, you might want to take a look at yourself =).) yah so dun sue me or go all crazy saying WOAH LIAO Ben sucks lah.. talk until like that.. who are you to judge ar and stuff. This is a topic i thought of discussing only relax...
Posted on March 25, 2008 / 5:24 AM.
anyway around this time while taking a break from doing my sch work which btw i am doing DAMN slow :P haha very lazy.. half way watch some stupid anime haha :P ok so while blog surfing i realise thise trend, is Blogging a dying trend?.. so how it seems that only Keith and Henzy blog are still alive with posts and the rest are dead already.. haha some has post from last year June or something? some got posts from 2007 even.. lol! haha well just a topic i thought would be interesting to blog... it was once a topic in some of my school thing to write up about "is Blogging a dying trend" but to my i feel that well there are a few kind of blog types which are around and some of them die out real fast but some of them have posts from time to time. ok blog types haha... - Happening Event blogs ( those that blog about interesting events e.g "invite only" kind of event, Parties, Group outings ) - Daily Events ( those who blog more on interesting stuff they happen to get maybe images or new about ) -Gossip ( LOL need me say further? ) -Personal life ( those that really sometimes goes too far as to say stuff like " woke up brush my teeth blah blah blah" ) LOL -Sales/ Shop ( FREE WEB SPACE TO USE WHY NOT ) -Stories ( yah i seen a few blogs that got like some novel inside... with alot of chim english ) -Food ( it is a Singaporean thing haha everyone loves food anyway ) -Mix/ Rojak ( ok my blog is a good example of rojak blog.. got everything from outings to news to bad spelling =X ) -Celebrity blog ( well this one is quite common for celebs to have blogs.. those are about it i can think of right now.. no real erm Links to them.. i just see them around... but the most common one would be the personal blogs... personal blogs tend to be the fastest to lose steam.. They tend to die out usually because nothing really interesting happens or they just get lazy or bored i guess... haha that i will never know.. haha but some of them..they post one post in every 2000 years HAHA i duno since the majority of blogs are personal blogs, it seems to me that they are dying. Anyway what are blogs for? voice our views? share info/ knowledge ? or maybe Rant lol i used to Rant alot on my old blog.. but i decided that that is a waste of time and space and wont help anyone who is reading anyway... so well what are blogs really for ? just sharing a thought haha... since the tagboard is kinda dead i wonder if people can leave a comment on the post would be nice.. haha got to go find out how to do that.. haha
Posted on March 24, 2008 / 7:17 PM.
But Watch it till the end.. sometimes the beginning part is quite boring.. but it is worth it ... Chopsticks Rice ball Apologizing
Posted on March 23, 2008 / 1:40 AM.
so while eating.. keith suddenly started to stare blankly into the air.. so we all looked and saw from our angle.. one car that seems to be on fire... and we see heavy smoke and decided to go for a closer look haha.. so guess what! it was a Beetle car with its engine on fire!!! haha so i whip out my trust G7 which i carry along almost everyday for events shuch as this! LOL ok so i got it down on video.. because erm... at night the pics are not really clear lah.. so haha can we were standing quite a distance away... ( fire mah.. what if the car exploded! ) yah.. so here is ONE pic.. and the rest are after the fire was put out...     oh yah .. i want Bag Buckles actually.. not the whole bag.. LOL :P
Posted on March 21, 2008 / 1:46 PM.
OK if u got Old car seat belts it would also be a Great Help! if u happen to have like old Banners from some company event or what.. i dun mind those too..i am sourcing for materials to make my own Bag =D
Posted on / 10:40 AM.
damn funny... if you dun understand why it is funny here is the reason.. it is done like it is some REAL educational programme but the content is pushing it to the extreme.. LOL so there you go! (sry for the spelling mistakes on the previous post, you should be used to it by right now. =D ) here is another one.. it got subtitles.. so might be easier to understand About expressing your remorse in Japan This is about making rice balls.. haha all this is by a group called the Japanese culture lab.. the content is about 90% real.. and those parts that you are really laughing hard is usually the fake part. Enjoy.. haha
Posted on / 12:55 AM.
ok the best part is at teh back went they got some paper folding competition! LOL damn funny ( Just to Let you know.. i have no idea what are they saying except that there are different levels of folding. )
Posted on March 19, 2008 / 3:33 AM.
ok i am doing some work now.. damn sian.. it is 3.35am and i THANK GOD !! finally got some idea.. haha really works when you relax your mind and give up.. that is usually when the ideas come in... woah.. like magic.. ok to why am i having fever the past few days.. i guess i did not allow my body to rest fully before going for anything... i was 50% recovered on friday afternoon and so i decided i am good enough to go for the night cycling org by ivan and melvin.. and i was quite happy i went.. because it was very fun besides the cramps and the cramps.. and the cramps.. ( just proves that i am very unfit..) i thought it was quite fun to cycle after so long haha.. i really enjoy playing with gears while cycling.. but not such a long distance.. haha next time free i think i will head to ECP with some friends just to cycle from day till night haha... or something.. or cycle bbq and whatever lah.. haha anyway like i promised the pics.. haha i liked a few of them group pictures~! because it looks like i used a wide angle lens to take it hahahaha DOPE! haha most shots are shot on a bicycle chair or on a bench.          
Posted on March 17, 2008 / 8:44 PM.
FEVER and had night cycling from Friday night till Saturday morning.. i am lazy to upload the pics.. so i upload it next time... feeling damn dizzy ...
Posted on March 12, 2008 / 10:47 PM.
duno whats wrong lah.. damn fed up.. after that my internet is also giving me problem.. must be the weather lah.. usually heavy rain will disrupt the networks and stuff.. and my stomach feels bloated... or smth.. must be indegestion because i felt a slp after dinner .. -_-.. tired and unwell plus the worst of the worst is i got alot of things to hand in this thurs and fri... Good game.. -_-lll haiz...
Posted on March 11, 2008 / 10:14 PM.
crazy sia and i just burnt my tongue with hot water... not to mention my house constantly smelling like cig from my dad.. the stupid air ventilation in my house is damn bad alr... now it just smells like cig 24/7 due to the rain causing to air to stale abit. damn fed uo.. stupid essay i cant find resource about it anyway because it is quite subjective on the opinions... haiz.. thur and friday going to die alr... i pray i dun fall anymore ill than this.. but from experience i might.. but if i do i am really going to get mc for this sia.. or else i will sabo myself with handing in late.
Posted on / 1:55 PM.
as usual i got alot of work and it feels like shit. i DUNO how to do my work... cant think of ideas... and that feels even more shitty! i like to complaint so who really gives a shit... haha... my house smells like smoke... damn it smells like shit... the rainy weather is causing my room to be damp... it kinda smells funky... haha 1 essay, 1 visual essay, 10 editorial layouts and 6, 8 pages fold thing here i come!
Posted on March 10, 2008 / 3:26 PM.
i hate black cups.. because i cant see if it is clean or has any like milo, coffee, tea, choclate or weird stain after i wash it.. and if it does esp with coffee stain, (i hate coffee) the drink will be destroyed in the process! DESTROYED I TELL YOU! so yah.. i hate black cups.. BTW there is a black cup with hot chinese tea in it besides my comp on my table!... haha ironic.. anyway i got 2gb ram for 60 bucks at the IT fair SHIOK! now my comp is twice as fast.. i think... but at least i realise my programmes loads faster ... e.g photoshop and illustrator .. haha oh yah and Eric lent me his Vilia film cam! damn cool it is a vintage cam.. so yah go take some shots and cross process it! =D  ok just realise this is the 1001 yes you did not see wrongly .. it is ONE THOUSAND and ONE photo in my photobooth in my iMac since i got it in the late 2006 HAHA :P and i am wearing a cap because my hair is in a total mess =)
Posted on March 7, 2008 / 1:37 AM.
i met Quek and Cheryl from O sch today.. haha everything kinda last min.. haha we had dinner tgt then Quek headed to Old School while Cheryl and me headed down to the IT Fair at Suntech then walked around... ok whatever you want to say but i got a 4gb highspeed SD card.. yah i know these stuff price will drop like hot cakes on Sunday.. but haha i dun plan to squeese and fight with a huge crowd to save 2 bucks.. plus it was quite cheap alr.. ahaha i got it at $28.90 haha... the last time i checked at Sim Lim was erm.. 60 plus for 4gb highspeed SD man.. yah .. so Cheryl and I took some pics together and it was quite fun too... because my cam can set a auto timer... plus flash and continues shooting for 5 shots.. so the shots are quite funny post some of them here.. =)     quite fun posing very randomly and quickly.. yah.. farewell for now... meet up again in a whiles time... and SORRY QUEK! hahaha... did not know we will take so long in the IT Fair.. :P anyway the end of the day i was informed of some bad news... please pray that things will turn out fine for my boy... kinda disappointed in myself too... haiz.. really damn sad... but i Pray Lord that things will turn out fine.
Posted on March 5, 2008 / 2:51 AM.
damn tired in the mind.. and damn sian in the mood.. horrible.. plus we got a class presentation which i have no idea who is in the group and no one gives a shit about it...
Posted on March 2, 2008 / 12:11 AM.
had a good chat after not seeing him for a while. Well it was good i guess.. and i was very encouraged by what Raffy said and overall it was a good time of fellowship... anyway we ate at the Xing Wang cafe at Marina Square. not bad the food... but the variety wise like dropped.. haha anyway the prawn paste chicken was really good haha post the pics another day... lazy to upload them haha... :P yah while i was waiting for Raffy i met Laveen, he was working at Skin at marina square.. haha working there is not bad.. haha because the sales girl he was working with is quite pretty =X LOL HAHAHAHA :P anyway nothing much happening for now.. just rest and next week is back to School work Mode.. haha and damn i cant join the Graniph Tee shirt design competition.. did not have time to think of anything for them... last but not least i am going to invest some money into a wacom tablet .... i think it is a good investment that will go a long way later... so there goes the money.. but i hope i can make back the money in time to come.. =D
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